The Lunatic Fringe

The Lunatic Fringe

By

Apurva Sanjay Malewar


There are times in our lives, when we make mistakes, some are for the good, and some deliberate, and well some are so incredibly stupid, that once made can never be unchanged. Some things can never be undone, no matter what, how hard you try, I wish we all had this day of reckoning, before we all ventured out into the land of stupidity, and proved to everyone the imbecile’s that we are. Not that we really turn out to be that way, but circumstances, people and a few messed up minds, do lead us to the land of the doom.

Things that can never be undone, they can only be endured, the pain that flows like veins every Fucking day of our lives is strange, it’s not misery, but well, if its to be lived with a scar you have no choice. I see people everyday making mistakes and doing things not knowing what the outcome would be, it’s quite like a paradox, a confused state of being stuck, a state or being stationary, where there is no way out, and that’s when the mind starts to go numb. Not knowing what is next, if its bad or if its for the better. It’s only through enduring that unknown entity would one know the actual fact, the outcome is then known.

Now, its upto us how we go on with it, do we suck up all our sorrows, pains or do we rebel and retaliate???? For some, the former works and for some, the latter does. It’s a consequence of doing something, it’s like an adventure, something we did not sign up for but we have to live with it, thinking that if this ordeal is done with, the outcome would be quite the way we wanted it to be. But usually it does not work that way. It works in a way that is least expected.

Now, to a very calculative mind, mistakes seldom do happen, but to a mind that is based on instinct and impulse the outcomes are quite unpredictable. Being impulsive is a weakness, because everything is based on the present. It’s more like when the going is good, everything is like a bed of roses, which means to say that one will fell at ease, at peace and is ready to go above and beyond the call of duty. Why? Because everything is going the way we want it. But when the going goes bad…. Hate and anguish set in…. “who cares?” is the attitude, I do not have what I want and things are not going the way I want them to….., now remember am speaking of an impulsive mind here.

I have lived with such an insane person, who can’t tell their ass from a hole, they live with a strong and a profound grudge, carrying all the past baggage, and living a life of vengeance. Such people are so Mind fucked and mentally unstable, that they need a shirk, to help them come off it. To these mental souls, pity is all I have, as whatever one does, they will never be satisfied. And they have a favorite past time, blaming other people for mistakes they have made, making the other person feel responsible for mistakes that these retards have made. Looking at such pathetic behavior makes me laugh, I just know that these people have issues and they need to sort it out. To me there are two ways, sedate your fucking self and stay calm, and stop acting like a lunatic fringe and stop getting hysterical when things don’t turn out your way or two, just shoot your fucking self and save this world from a curse like you.

In life there are choices, choices have an outcome, an outcome leads to a problem if it’s not accepted. Every problem has a solution; we just have to find it. Most of us either give up or ignore a problem. Seldom do we face it.

We all have to face our problems, sometimes some are hard that we tend to rub them off, not look that way, or just hide our faces. Close our eyes, and accept the fact that it’s gone. This is not the way to deal with it. We must learn to sacrifice a few pleasures and compromise on a few things in life to get to the right solution.

Times when we have to give up a few things. But what we cant give up are freedom and dignity. Freedom as it is a necessity, and dignity is life.

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